August 29th, 2010 - Non-lucids.

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Date: August 29th, 2010
Time: 7:30am
Author: Ian Andrew Wilson
E-mail: ianwilson27@hotmail.com
Blog: you-are-dreaming.blogspot.com
Copyright: Public Domain by author 2010. Free for public use.

[Disclaimer]
This is an ongoing personal investigation into precognitive dream potential. In no way is the information contained in this article claiming to be psychic or precognitive in nature. Not all textual translations of a dream can clearly depict the vast dream imagery and symbolism and what may be condensed down to a line of text could represent a largely descriptive visual dream environment. Low-order spelling and grammatical errors are expected as the material is written quickly and right after waking up from sleep. This text shall remain unchanged from the time it was posted, and should rehash into the MD5 code outside of the MD5 tags. In the future should any of the dream context match a real-life event the author will attempt to capture images or articles and describe how these events interconnect with the context within the dream.

All persons, characters and events contained in this article are as they appeared from within a dream, any similarities to public officials or people is completely coincidence and is not meant to reflect this person or persons in any way.

[Journal Entry]

Dream 1: I am with my father at his place in NV. There is a social gathering with a few people from his Church. We are talking about the "truth" and I am listening. His guests leave and I go to mix a rum and coke, but there is no more coke left. I decide that I don't want to drink and head off to bed.

I have a dream within the dream where I am now living out in the wilderness with a group of survivors. We have compound bows and are off hunting for deer. We walk through forest as well as follow a road. At on point we come to a dugout that has been well setup. One of the group members investigates it and the others keep moving onwards in the hunt.

I stay back and wait with the guy. Then the owner of the dugout comes back and sees us, he's not to happy about us being there but we haven't really disturbed anything. He has a bow armed and pointed at us, we talk with him and he relaxes. He tells us it's pretty stupid to be in someone elses encampment that he could have shot us had he not suspected that we were nice.

We talk for a bit and he turns and shoots at a bird and nisses with his bow. He wants to take us to this old abandoned building that he says they have setup as kind of a base camp. We walk with him to this abandoned town. We walk through a steel door into a spider ridden corridor, I don't like the spiders and use a kids toy to bat down any webs in my way.

We walk into an open area, it's damp and dirty. For some reason I have two scorpions with me, one with claws and the other without. I am protecting the one scorpion with-out claws from the one with claws. The one with claws goes to close to the other one and I push it away. It get's aggressive and stings my knee. I then smack it out of the way. Apparently they are not venomous and I don't worry about the sting.

Dream 2: I am with some guy that I don't know. He kind of has long dark brown hair, in his 30's and kind of rock-starish. He is definately in a band, there are photos of him. He kind of reminds me of Chris Angel in appearance, but isn't that person. We are driving in his truck and are going to a party. We get to a house with other people and start there.

There are a couple of people sitting on a couch when we get inside. The kitchen table has lots of different alchohol to mix drinks with. There is a woman there who is quite skinny, has freckles and her teeth are a bit on the stained side. She is talking with this guy and they seem to be hitting it off. She has to be in her early twenties or even very late teens 19-21 and I think she's way to young for this guy but it's not my business and I go in the living room.

The guy's on the couch are being funny and cracking rude jokes. They are making fun of some one's wife saying she is a whore because she's slept with everyone in the room. I say she is like a moss covered cavern, you don't realize how big it is until you get inside. They laugh, we are quite silly. There is a piano there and I sit down and start playing it. They are happy I play the piano, but I tell them I don't and crunch out a few really lame attempts at music. I warm up a bit and play something more musical.

The guy wants to go and drive to a pub. He's taking me and this girl who must be his GF. We go to the truck and I wake up.

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TA: Time-Awake: The time the author woke up.
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August 28th, 2010 - Non-Lucid but lasted what seemed like 2 weeks.

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Date: August 28th, 2010
Time: 7:00am
Author: Ian Andrew Wilson
E-mail: ianwilson27@hotmail.com
Blog: you-are-dreaming.blogspot.com
Copyright: Public Domain by author 2010. Free for public use.

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All persons, characters and events contained in this article are as they appeared from within a dream, any similarities to public officials or people is completely coincidence and is not meant to reflect this person or persons in any way.

[Journal Entry]
I worked nearly all evening of August 27th so no dream entry if you wondering where it is. I have a project deadline so I am working in favor of sleeping that said, even with a great reducting of sleep (3-4 hours) today's dream set out to make sure I had lots of dreamtime.

Dream 1: This is yet another classic example of time being stretched in a dream. The dream lasted what felt like weeks, I was uninterrupted from the sleep and woke up with so much memory it was hard to sort out just how long I was in this dream. I was going to University, living a totally different life then the one I live now. By the start of the dream, I had a 30 day rent free eviction notice and by the time I woke up I had 15 days left so the dream suggests 2 weeks and a day of time.

I simply do not have the time to write this all down, I am being pressured to get a really urgent project finished this weeked, but will give a summary of experience.

I would go to school, sit in classes, walk around the University. I drove there and liked to park on the 6th floor because it had nice elevator access and usually didn't have cars parked there when I got there. I was spending lot's of time at my girlfriends house. However, I would be at my house throught the dream. I was deffinately waking up and sleeping in the dream. Even my memories of myself (which clearly are not linked to my real waking life) suggested a whole alternate life I had lived suggesting this was like a probable life.

Lot's of partying and drinking with the girlfriend and her roomates. By week two I was concidering moving into a spare room at their house but the non-stop partying concerned me because it was affecting my schoolwork. There was also a river that ran near the University and had a nice concrete bridge to walk over. I remembered being concerned about being robbed there at night. Not sure what the name of the University was, I knew in the dream. What is also interesting to note, while in the dream all the memories and experiences seem to just sit there active, when waking up it's like they detach and remain in that dreamed of focus state.

I was friends with one of my professors, and my courses where all subjects that seemed to suggest I was into socialology, psychology, English. None of which really seemed to match events in waking life but seemed as real and meaningful to me there as it would to me as awake. The other interesting thing was zero interst in dreaming. I didn't care about them at all. No meantion of them to friends, no memory of even liking them. Who ever I was in this dream had a very boring, mundane existence and liked Sports! Lot's of time at sports pubs watching Rugby, Soccer and just loving them at a level that I simply do not in real life. I enjoy a little bit of sports, but in this dream I was a fanatic about them. I remember someone in a wheel-chair who I was also friends with. He was on the elevator with me at one point.

I was really into my Girlfriend, she was a big distraction because every chance I could get, I would be with her. She liked to party and have me hang out with her at her place as much as possible. She had long light-brown hair, was very skinny and small breasted. Her namy could have been Susan, I think I called her 'Suzy' but this is very vague now the sharp focused and coherent memories while in the dream are now totally cut off. I know she was totally down with having me live there but I was also worried about what my mother would think if she found out. I was obviously away from home living in some town far away from family.

Now that I am awake and in my real life. There are all sorts of memory shifts that I think are really critical to make note of more so then the dream content.

1.) In the dream, I had full knowledge of streets, buildings, people's names. I would see and recognize a person, know their name and have memory of our history together. Exactly like I would in waking life, however... all those connective memories that suggest an entire life and past are totally cut off when my waking life memories that exist much in the same way are now relevant to this life. It is like the focus state in the dream allowed for a totally different memory bank by which to draw relevant experience from (for that dream character only). The whole time in that long dream I had not remembered a single detail from my waking life, in fact... I have no way to affirm if that was even me in my waking life and not a totally different person. I can argue that based on personality, interests and likes... the person has nothing to do with how I am in waking life.

I was also a lot younger too, in the dream I must have been 19-20 years of age. All the partying, eating out, messy apartment and attitude are very clear on it.

2.) When I wake up, all that sense of time quickly compresses as the connective focus to that dream collapses and memory that existed in relevant areas of my mind are flushed out by the relative waking life memories. It is hard to explain but imagine replacing all your history and expeirences with another life during the dream, totally detached from this life, and when waking up you watch a whole tunnel of experience and memory just disintegrate into irrelevancy.

3.) The more time in waking life, the less sense-of-time remains of that dream. It becomes now faded, translucent and names, details that are left-brain centric are replaced with just images and feelings. Needless to say, while in the dream I was locked in there for what seemed like weeks and when waking up I actually felt a little exhausted and disorientated when the personality of that dream was flushed.

TTB: 4:30am TA: 6:50am TTS: ~20m TTS: ~2h ETID: 2 weeks suggested by dream. ~12h or more when waking up sorting out time with what is left of memory.
The ETID is really hard to estimate on this dream, the nature of it had so much memory, time and expeirences that it really felt like weeks however the actual end of the dream when waking up had the strongest sense of time. With collapse of dream into waking it's like an elastic band that has been stretched suddenly snapping back into a shorter period like at least 12h or more more of actual memory that pulls from the dream. Then I can get into a new pocked of memory, and hours seem to be there. Very strange the way memory affects sense-of-time after waking up from these very long dreams.


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TA: Time-Awake: The time the author woke up.
T2S: Time-To-Sleep: Estimated time it took to fall asleep.
TTS: Total-Time-Slept: Estimated time of sleep.
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August 26th, 2010 - Many lucids.

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Date: August 26, 2010
Time: 12:10pm PST
Author: Ian Andrew Wilson
E-mail: ianwilson27@hotmail.com
Blog: you-are-dreaming.blogspot.com
Copyright: Public Domain by author 2010. Free for public use.

[Disclaimer]
This is an ongoing personal investigation into precognitive dream potential. In no way is the information contained in this article claiming to be psychic or precognitive in nature. Not all textual translations of a dream can clearly depict the vast dream imagery and symbolism and what may be condensed down to a line of text could represent a largely descriptive visual dream environment. Low-order spelling and grammatical errors are expected as the material is written quickly and right after waking up from sleep. This text shall remain unchanged from the time it was posted, and should rehash into the MD5 code outside of the MD5 tags. In the future should any of the dream context match a real-life event the author will attempt to capture images or articles and describe how these events interconnect with the context within the dream.

All persons, characters and events contained in this article are as they appeared from within a dream, any similarities to public officials or people is completely coincidence and is not meant to reflect this person or persons in any way.

[Journal Entry]

Dream 1: This dream is heavily layered by dream 2, but I remember faintly a wolf and strong symbolism in the scenery around me. Very hazy energy, strong contrast in colors. I remember thinking that it was Cochitlehua's dream not my own. He wasn't in the dream, but the energetic patterns and symbols including the wolf seemed to remind me of him.

Dream 2: This was another dream with skepticism and arguing over "confirmation bias" in favor over precognitive events in dreams. My side of the argument was: "Just because an argument exists does not make that argument fact. Arguments are not evidence and exist as a convenience only to dismiss genuine events in favor of a long established bias against claims of the what is considered 'paranormal'. Dreams and lucid dreams have long been in debate due to skepticism and we know today through sleep laboratory research that dreaming and lucid dreaming exists. Even though these are subjective experiences, the general rule applies in favor of dreaming not against it. Unlike religion, dreams are and active experience, not a belief-system. One does not belief in dreaming, one dreams and has an experience of dreaming. Precognitive dreaming is an experience, not a belief that comes with dreaming. Like Lucid Dreaming, not everyone experiences it but it is part of dreaming.

The next argument was anecdotal evidence and I argued that all dreaming is anecdotal, there is no way to confirm that anything dreamed of is real. Everyone could be lying that the dream period but this is how using subjective arguments to win a debate becomes fallacious as the argument favors bias opinion over fact in place of actual experience. I tell the skeptic that far more evidence in the historic record favors dreams as having prophetic or future-telling reality then there is evidence that absolutely no dreams have ever come true. The personal anecdotal claims even today are in large numbers of the population and shouldn't be ignored and ruled out using fallacious arguments only. We are not arguing a belief-system rather something that is experienced through the act of dreaming.

The argument that absolutely no evidence of psychic phenomena exist, yet I again cite that there have been several cases of police using psychics to help solve crime, the US military has had success with remote viewing. The argument count the hits and ignore the misses is brought up and I argue that it also is fallacious as it ignores the hits and only accepts the misses. Again we have personal bias in arguments that are used in attempt to dismiss fact for fiction and that is not good critical thinking. That is simply dismissing evidence in favor of belief. There is more evidence of psychic phenomena then there is evidence that psychic phenomena absolutely does not exist.

I say how convenient that we have all these bias arguments to strip away personal experience and the fact people have them, to support a belief-system that is completely bias in favor of opinion over the experience of another. How can anyone say with certainty that what another person experiences is not what they claim? Then we may as well say everything we dream, or think or feel is non-existent and a lie because all arguments skeptics have dismiss with great convenience what another person can subjectively know through experience, yet that is a fundamental learning process that has long been established and even our natural survival is dependent on learning through personal experience. These arguments are greatly flawed and only favors the skeptic's belief and not experience itself.
TTB: 1:40am TA: 4:10am

Dream 2: In this dream, I am in Penticton visiting Todd. He's a bit disappointed in our facebook chat and is not sure what to make of it.
"You've been my friend for a very long time. Don't let our differences of opinion put a wedge in our friendship. I still want to hang out and drink beer.", I tell him.

"I drove down to Penticton so we could hangout. It always seems that if I want to see my friends, I have to drive to accommodate them. I wanted to thank you for coming out my way."

I notice that there is a computer but the screen is way to small, it causes the much needed reality-check to induce lucidity. At this point we are heading out to get a beer. Todd is walking and I float on my back with my hands behind me head as I talk with him, "Walking is for chumps."

He looks at me strangely as I am clearly defying physics and floating on my back. We are heading to an elevator and it causes the dream to shift rapidly.

I loose track of Todd and I am now on a road in front of a antique shop. It is quite a beautiful day, the sky is vivid with clouds, the street bustling with people. I look at the shop which has a very antique look to the outside veneer. I affirm that I am dreaming. I attempt to change the dream but it resist. It feels like I am being entranced by the sense of reality in the dream. I affirm again that I am dreaming. "This is a dream, it's just a dream.", I think.

The entire scene is very rigid, and the entrancement is hard to break free from. I struggle with trying to change it to affirm a point but nothing responds as it should. My struggle doesn't last much longer and I wake up.
TTB: 5:22am TA: 6:40am

I work for a bit and go back for a nap:
Dream 3: This is an interesting dream in the context of dreaming. I fall into the dream semi-lucid and am stuck again trying to figure out how I got into a new reality focus. "It's a dream, of this I am certain.", I think to myself. "Which then begs the question, what is a dream?"

I try to stop engaging the entrancement caused by the ebb and flow of the dream reality. I sit and close my eyes to limit virtual sensory input. "I am here, in a focus state self-realized and aware. This "here" is in my mind, it's a dream but it's real to me." I think.

I think about all experience of reality both subjective and objective, all of it must be rendered by the mind. This "now" moment in a dream is similar to any "now" moment when I am self-realized. In turn, every moment stacks up into a canvas of experience both physical and non-physical. "I am reality, I am the dreamer. This is my canvas. My mind.", I ponder.

The dream shifts focus and I am again with Todd. This time via Facebook and in a discussion. He is expressing his skepticism and I am reading his arguments. I find it odd, that I am even reading a Facebook page and engaging a friend via this interface in a dream. I look at the computer screen, all the Facebook icons are present, the website is rendered perfectly and the text is clear and coherent on the page.

I read what I have written and see the whole argument between Todd and I as materialism verses idealism, Plato verses Descartes. I think, "My reality is thought, it is self-awareness. It is subjective and entangled into non-linear and non-locality. It is this way for everyone, they too must render reality at run-time, experience themselves within dream and waking focus states. The arguments are all favoring only one aspect of reality and not the long standing journey offered by both."

I think about the enigma, how I am in a dream right now in a potentially non-linear and non-localized state. Clearly non-locality is present, even if this local has nothing to do with waking reality. It is a place where I am self-realized and aware of self. That in turn is a moment of realization, therefor reality. This state is real. The argument to say it is not is in error.

There is so much I want to write, but because I realize it's a dream I realize that the importance is irrelevant. Todd has the same potential to drive the same car of experience as anyone who wishes to see both sides of the coin. The journey into self-realization is active not passive. I am here because I want to be here, with full waking mind. It is my intent driving action making real my awareness of dreams. It has always been that way.

I scroll up and see his arguments about precognition and laugh at all the ad hominem structured argument thinking. Arguments and opinions never measure to facts. One cannot substitute an argument in favor of another's experience, that itself is character prejudice and a form of liable. Who but I can say I am here? No one. But I cannot lie to myself and believe I am not here in a dream, because another thinks it to be irrelevant.

I think long and hard about the arguments, the pointlessness of denial, doubt and belief-system orientated thinking. I can tell you grand stories about the ocean, but if you are afraid to swim, you will never experience it like me. Fear, doubt and belief cloud our dreams. They respond to our emotions and intent. Dreams only reveal yourself only what you believe yourself to be, the world to be. It is a thought-based system that you control consciously or unconsciously. It is an egg that must crack, the yolk must spill out and you along with it. The flow, the tempo is what brings greater knowings. I laugh with a warm feeling of love and respect for my friend Todd, our history is so deep and long that he simply has forgotten and has become entranced by belief an notions of a physical universe again. If he could only remember the stage, when it is stripped from us and we remain.

I remember death in many cycles, the collapse of waking reality. The rebirth into the same very realm where I dream right now. Everything interconnected, everything in various focus states within a much larger, grander reality, one that has many Universes not the one. M-theory is a better substitute to take science into a multi-verse of which true reality is.

I push back away from the computer and dissolve the dream into the void. I shut down all the chatter but new dreams come to compel me and entrance my focus into new directions. I am flying now, over mountains and hills, it's a form of free fall and I spiral downward and land in a busy parking lot area.

I am still dreaming I assure myself, the stage now has changed and the actors have come. I look at the people and recognize a few of them from my waking life. I see a family that I know and have not seen for a while. This makes me happy. I feel lots of love and compassion as I observe the area.

I see Anderson Cooper from CNN and I decide to walk over to him. Bill Maher is also present and in a fully lucid state, I simply am compelled to examine the dream characters. I walk over and introduce myself, "Good-day gentlemen. Another fine dream I find myself in."

The both look at me taken a bit back by my comment. "Are you on our panel?", Anderson asks me.

"Yes, I believe I am.", I reply.

"Great, we are on in fifteen minutes.", he directs me to some trailer where there are people doing make-up and I walk in and sit down. I am in a suit and they are working on putting makeup on, fixing hair and I get a quick make over. I know I am dreaming but go with the flow, the entrancement which comes when one focus state favors another is evident, but I am already satisfied with tonights dream.

I am no one some panel on CNN and we are talking about my favorite topic... precognitive dreams and deja vu. It doesn't seem that Anderson Cooper or Bill Maher are present though. In fact, the panel switch happened so fast that I lost my lucid focus state and became entranced again by the dream.

Regardless, I still manage to talk about precognitive dream experiences and causality. The interview ends and I am now walking back to the parking lot. I'm a bit dazed and confused due to the shift in left-brain function, the acute waking knowing is clearly gone but I am definitely struggling to get it back. I come back into focus and realize I am still dreaming.

They want me back a second time, I am talking it producers and stage-hands. I smile and agree. I look at the asphalt and the rock and cracks in the rock remind me of fractal hypnogogic patterns, they start to shift slightly and I see the hypnogogia, the geometry and mesh of the dream.

I walk over and talk with the family friend, she tells me that she heard I was on CNN. I told her that I had an interview and all went well. I tell her they want me back again so perhaps she can see the next broadcast. I tell her I'm just happy that I got to see her and her family, that it has been a long time.

It don't get to chat too much longer, as I am woken up.


TTB: 9:27am TA: 11:00am

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TA: Time-Awake: The time the author woke up.
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August 25th, 2010 - Non-lucid dreams.

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Date: August 25th, 2010
Time: 10:45am
Author: Ian Andrew Wilson
E-mail: ianwilson27@hotmail.com
Blog: you-are-dreaming.blogspot.com
Copyright: Public Domain by author 2010. Free for public use.

[Disclaimer]
This is an ongoing personal investigation into precognitive dream potential. In no way is the information contained in this article claiming to be psychic or precognitive in nature. Not all textual translations of a dream can clearly depict the vast dream imagery and symbolism and what may be condensed down to a line of text could represent a largely descriptive visual dream environment. Low-order spelling and grammatical errors are expected as the material is written quickly and right after waking up from sleep. This text shall remain unchanged from the time it was posted, and should rehash into the MD5 code outside of the MD5 tags. In the future should any of the dream context match a real-life event the author will attempt to capture images or articles and describe how these events interconnect with the context within the dream.

All persons, characters and events contained in this article are as they appeared from within a dream, any similarities to public officials or people is completely coincidence and is not meant to reflect this person or persons in any way.

[Journal Entry]

This is just a nap dream.
Dream 1:
This is what I am writing:

When Dream Reality and Waking Reality Collide

Precognitive dreaming is often thought as a paranormal enigma and often tossed aside in favor of other worldly arguments. When for those who have precognition, the window of reality that it presents collides with waking world events. Theoretical physics such as M-Theory and string-theory suggest a reality of many Universes. Hughe Everett's Many-World interpretation suggests the Universe sits within many states of probability and superposition in every possible permutation.

Dreams suggest individual experience exists within many micro-universes of the mind. An M-field of ideas and thought forming membranes and layers of dream data. What makes the dream real to the dreamer? The experience alone. No other person can touch the fabric that the mind generates in the form of dreams. Where the idea of thought enfolds upon the dreamer is in an endless continuum of micro-reality experiences when the dreamer sheds of one reality focus in favor of another.

It is in this fabric of dream experience that we see time and space expressed in a virtual model that mimics our sensory minds creation of waking reality.

I get about that far when I realize that I am not in waking reality at all. I sit looking at my very real computer screen and read the text I just wrote. I feel like I am really there for but a brief moment until I give up that reality to wake-up into this one.

Regular sleep... another rough night.
Looks like another night of endless interuptions to sleep. Two kids tag-teaming while one sleeps the other stirs, it's been frigtening to say the least. If it keeps up, I'll have slept all of half an hour. How I manage to still remember dreams is beyond me... it definately kills lucid dreaming, the time it takes to prepare and coax the body into sleep while the mind is awake can be a 20-30 minute process for me. One slight interuption and I must start at ground zero. This is why my lucid dreaming exploration is nearly destroyed with this lifestyle dilema. I can't get the quality sleep needed to cultivate consciousness. I feel like I am in prison in solitary confinement being woken up every hour by the warden.

Great 1:50am, the teenager is up now raiding the kitchen turning on lights. Is it like this in every household, or am I just cursed?
2:20am, the girl is up stoping around, can't really do much.
2:40am, the ongoing drama is unended... no wonder I am tired most part of the day.
Haven't slept a wink.



Dream 2: Finally got some sleep, but obviously so tired that it was hard to remember these dreams.
What I do remember:

Talking with an older gentleman, white hair about dreams. He looks like Art but it's hard to say because the quality of the dream recall is so degraded. We are however talking about different types of stages of sleep and how it affects dreaming.

Dream 3: At former work JK is talking with G. G wants money is upset about not getting paycheck. Doesn't seem like a happy meeting at all.

Dream 4: Having a skeptical debate about the nature of reality with someone. We are talking about objective and subjective reality and how subjective reality is the only true reality that the observer creates, every other reality is merely a stage for the observer to expeirence a rigid context of ideas. We argue that that in their opinion the only reality is material reality. I argue that material reality is a stage, a prop for consciousness to experience. It will be stripped away leaving consciousness to experience self which is the true reality.

He argues that self is even real, that it's a product of materialism and I argue that it was the self that first concieved the ideas that would lead to materialism, that all reality flows from the self, into dreams and then objectivity. All there is, is the self, that is what makes reality real. It's a long winded debate over origins of reality, the causality delima of what came first the self or reality, or reality then the self.



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August 24th, 2010 - Non-Lucid

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Date: August 24, 2010
Time: 8:12 am PST
Author: Ian Andrew Wilson
E-mail: ianwilson27@hotmail.com
Blog: you-are-dreaming.blogspot.com
Copyright: Public Domain by author 2010. Free for public use.

[Disclaimer]
This is an ongoing personal investigation into precognitive dream potential. In no way is the information contained in this article claiming to be psychic or precognitive in nature. Not all textual translations of a dream can clearly depict the vast dream imagery and symbolism and what may be condensed down to a line of text could represent a largely descriptive visual dream environment. Low-order spelling and grammatical errors are expected as the material is written quickly and right after waking up from sleep. This text shall remain unchanged from the time it was posted, and should rehash into the MD5 code outside of the MD5 tags. In the future should any of the dream context match a real-life event the author will attempt to capture images or articles and describe how these events interconnect with the context within the dream.

All persons, characters and events contained in this article are as they appeared from within a dream, any similarities to public officials or people is completely coincidence and is not meant to reflect this person or persons in any way.

[Journal Entry]

Dream 1: Talking with a USAF Officer regarding precognitive dream research. We are talking more specifically about affecting causality through dreaming, this is of great interest to this person. I explain that precognitive dreams are pre-calucalted probability packets that are still maluable by focused intent.

"The data in the form of the dream is a form of pre-calculation of probability which can be interacted with and influenced with intent.", I tell him.

"How does influencing the dream with intent change reality?", he asks.

"This might be one of the biggest misconceptions, it's not reality you are changing, it's simply a dream that is precognitive in nature. You change the dream and it follows the same natural order that dreams follow towards actualization. It is if and when this dream actualizes that the changes become apparent and you see causality being affected from the dreamstate.", I explain.

He's very facinated and is taking notes. It becomes grey a bit here but I know we talk a bit more and shake hands and he leaves. I did have a name also, hard to remember but first name could have been Brian, the last name started with an F, I want to say Freeman or Fermen... can be so hard remembering such technicial details from non-lucids.

Dream 2: Elew is in this dream, at least I know that I am using that name with someone. We are on a flat grassland, it's dark out and we are talking about dreams. This dream is also fuzzy, a casualty of being woken up suddenly by the baby.
TTS:12:00am TA:2:50am

I work for a good few hours but need to sleep again.
Dream 3: I'm with my friend Todd drinking beers, always good times. We have a RV camper and cooler stacked with ice and muchly needed frosty beverages. There are a few budweiser tall cans, a variety of microbrewery treats and grab a tall can to get started. It's nice hanging out with him, we are just enjoying what we enjoy best beer and relaxation.

The dream fluxuates slightly, I am being interrupted again in my sleep. It doesn't quite wake me up but the dream shifts so that now I have my daughter in the dream (in waking life she woke up and went down stairs to the couch to sit). She's now in my dream and having a siezure. I pick her up and unfold a bed in the camper and put her there.

Now the camper has a small doorway, too small to fit to go up to a next level. This is very common dream architecture at work here, an abstract small portal that opens into a wide alternative space. I find it very metaphorical of switching dream focus states and levels. I go through the small portal questioning how I could ever fit through something so tiny.

It's like being in an atic, and I find myself in a room of a house. At least I still have a beer so not all is bad.

Again the baby now wakes me up. She digs a nice foot into my side and scratches me with her toe nail and screams crying.

I nod back off to sleep
Dream 4: JG is in this dream, he is talking to me about game design and flash animation. I tell him I am now into socially integrated and leading edge technologies. He wants help on a project but my time commitments are all taken up.
Woken up again by the baby so get up, jot down the dreams and get ready for work.

TTS: 5:40am TA: 7:56am

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August 23rd, 2010 - Normal Dreams.

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Date: August 23, 2010
Time: 9:30am
Author: Ian Andrew Wilson
E-mail: ianwilson27@hotmail.com
Blog: you-are-dreaming.blogspot.com
Copyright: Public Domain by author 2010. Free for public use.

[Disclaimer]
This is an ongoing personal investigation into precognitive dream potential. In no way is the information contained in this article claiming to be psychic or precognitive in nature. Not all textual translations of a dream can clearly depict the vast dream imagery and symbolism and what may be condensed down to a line of text could represent a largely descriptive visual dream environment. Low-order spelling and grammatical errors are expected as the material is written quickly and right after waking up from sleep. This text shall remain unchanged from the time it was posted, and should rehash into the MD5 code outside of the MD5 tags. In the future should any of the dream context match a real-life event the author will attempt to capture images or articles and describe how these events interconnect with the context within the dream.

All persons, characters and events contained in this article are as they appeared from within a dream, any similarities to public officials or people is completely coincidence and is not meant to reflect this person or persons in any way.

[Journal Entry]
I am limiting dream detail in favor of a deadline, but will focus on what I feel are intersting dreams to me
Dream 1:
some cartoon dream, kids show
stop-animated
fuzz-ball and clay-mation.

Dream 2:
Christopher Reeve's Estate.
His Mom wanting to auction off some items.

Dream 3:
At a mall, on a type of ride that takes you through.
This time it had people.

Wake up
Dream 4: Scaling a claybank near Penticton.
Carrying shopping cart with me.
Up on top of cliff.
My daughter is there, stop her from running off.
Other people are there.
Talk about dangers.
There is wine there.

Dream 5:
At an office, working on a business.
Taking elevator.
I own the company.
With a board of directors.
Working on marketting for products.
Talking about marking my fathers products.

Dream 6:
Seems big-brother related. Recognize two people from big brother.
Some challenge. There is whipping cream, or foam.
Something to do with a tanning bed.

Dream seems to exagerate tanning bed now in with the challenge.
The bed part roles over and contestents are now in a secret room.
Two at a time. Have to sit in the room till their challenge is complete.

Dream 7: I am on TV with a panel of guests talking about prophecy, dreams and remote viewing. It seems bias against such things, the guests themselves are new-age southern slow-speaking argumentive in defense of beleif. For example, there was a person who was representng his belief in remote viewing.

The interviewer, "So tell me about remote viewing, why do you think this is real?"

"Well, the US military researched and used it. They were able to see future events like a solar flare that will wipe out all life on Earth in 2005.", he says.

The interviewer, "Wait, you just said that was 2005, and it's now 2010(?) doesn't mean that it's a failed prediction?"

"No, that don't mean nothing. There are other variables that could make the date further in the future. It's gonna happen, just because you don't believe it don't mean it won't happen. I know it will."

I was shaking my head inside the whole time, then it was my turn. I am introduced and sit with the interviewer.

"We have our next guest, Ian Wilson who claims that he can dream the future.", he announces and I sit down.

"Thanks for having me on the show.", I tell him.

"So you tell me you can see the future in dreams? How does this work?", he asks.

"It works much like the mechanics of Deja Vu in the sense that in waking life, you can have a deja vu feeling of familiarity and link the memory back to a dream.", I tell him.

"Oh, so it's like deja vu but you can remember it comes from a dream. Everyone had deja vu, that doesn't mean it comes from dreaming.", he says.

"Certainly not, not all deja experiences are linked back to something a person has dreamed. Dream recall and memory play a crucial role how the person is able to link back the memory. Not everyone remembers dreaming", I tell him.

"What makes you certain that the dream is future-telling.", he asks me.

"When certain dreams do come true, they are an exact literal pattern match for the future event they represented. The details can be vary accute.", I tell him.

"Well how do you make your predictions from them? Do you see disasters and wars in the future?", he asks.

"It's not like classical fortune telling. I would never take any dream and say with any certainty that it precognitive. The hard sell is predicting terrible disasters and things that make people panic with fear. My dreams are first-person events that effect my daily life.", I tell him.

"So you don't see big disasters like the kill shot which remote viewers see.", he asks.

"No, the future exists as probability only. Dreams are glimpeses into these probabilities and most likley caused by entanglement where by certain non-linear and non-local events randomly pop-up from what we could call Everett's Many-Worlds interpretation of Quantum Mechanics where there are many permutations of probable future and our dreams through entanglement enter into these micro-pockets of information where relative to your person."

He kind of looks at me funny and asks, "Well if it's probable then how do you know if it's the future?"

"You can only ever tell if a dream has come true after it actualizes. This is when the probability collapses into actual reality and you have the memory connection linking the dream. There is no way I live my life thinking everything I dream is going to come true. You just can't, it doesn't work that way.", I tell him.

"Have you seen any horrible probable futures?", he asks.

"Certainly, I have seen North Korea nuke a US military base on the seaboard of Seoul back in 1998. I have seen nuclear war errupt between the US and China. The planet goes through horrible nuclear holocaust in these probabilities. Others have included major economic collapse, food shortages, floods and earthquakes. And not a single one do I give any credit to actually describing the future they might represent. Our future is never pre-determined without many permutations of what could be. That is why it's probable reality. I won't sell doom and gloom fear just because I had a bad dream about what could be the future.", I tell him.

"Well those are all possible things, some of those are very close to happening.", he tells me.

"Right, just because it's probable in the context of a dream, doesn't make it actual in reality. We are all traversing through a unified field within what we call the "now" moment. It is here that all of us en mass and through synchronicity are collapsing the actual reality we share from probability. It's a group effort and certain choices and last minute decisions can turn the tide of our future forever.", I tell him.

I don't get much more from this dream, but it was very coherent so I tried to get the most out of it with my limited time today.

Dream 8: On TC's forum there is a thread with an artist who has amazing paintings, kind of salvador dali like with dreamesque scenes. Dark back grounds, flying floating wood sculpted shape with people on it, see hands and long head gear on the people. Everything flows nicely in the composite.
I like the art alot.


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August 22nd, 2010 - One Lucid Dream.

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Date: August 22, 2010
Time: 10:37am
Author: Ian Andrew Wilson
E-mail: ianwilson27@hotmail.com
Blog: you-are-dreaming.blogspot.com
Copyright: Public Domain by author 2010. Free for public use.

[Disclaimer]
This is an ongoing personal investigation into precognitive dream potential. In no way is the information contained in this article claiming to be psychic or precognitive in nature. Not all textual translations of a dream can clearly depict the vast dream imagery and symbolism and what may be condensed down to a line of text could represent a largely descriptive visual dream environment. Low-order spelling and grammatical errors are expected as the material is written quickly and right after waking up from sleep. This text shall remain unchanged from the time it was posted, and should rehash into the MD5 code outside of the MD5 tags. In the future should any of the dream context match a real-life event the author will attempt to capture images or articles and describe how these events interconnect with the context within the dream.

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[Journal Entry]

I wanted to make mention to my surprise, and as always it will not be believed by anyone however irrelevant of that fact there has been a Shoshoni Indian who is a dream walker and his Wife who have been trying to share a dream with me which I have been open to. In 23 years of dream exploration I have never had a dream where I linked a dream character to a person I have never met with 100% accuracy until I saw youtube video of this person for the first time yesterday. The dream was linked to my August 20th, 2010 dream and regardless of how impossible and seemingly strange this must seem I have no choice but to report the finding on my blog. You can read it here: http://you-are-dreaming.blogspot.com/2010/08/shared-dream-with-shoshoni-native-that.html

This was a completely unexpected surprise for me as my focus right now has been purely precognitive dream exploration. Shared dreaming or mutual dreaming has surfaced in dream research from time-to-time. Dr. Lynda Magelleon wrote a book called, "Mutual Dreaming" which covers this in great length. Robert Waggoner covers this in, "Lucid Dreaming: The Gateway to the Inner Self" which ironically was the book I carried for most part of that days dream. Even in the dream itself I make note of mutual dream indicators which I also have observed throughout the years.

This is a really compelling experience as up until this point in 23 years of dreaming have I not had an experience like this one. This is why having visual images pulled from the brain becomes so key in helping close the gap between subjective experience and objective reality. How my mind managed to create a perfect 100% visual model of a person I've never seen in waking reality; to then confirm it the next day via a video is very compelling. How much of our dreaming is actually mutual? One does have to beg the question after a dream as compelling as that.

As always, Skeptics will run the usual round-about arguments failing to see how important this kind of research and study truly is. However, for those of you that can see past ignorance, finds like this are extremely rare and do require more genuine research. There is just no way I could have ever known this person from waking life. It is also precognitive in nature because the confirmation came a day later.

Dream 1:
This is actually a very clever dream that kind of tricked me into thinking that I had already written my August 22, 2010 dream entry. I woke up in the dream, scratched down key words on a pad of paper from the dream before. Got up sat at my computer and wrote down the dream. Submitted it on forums and went back to bed and slept. This trick actually layered the first dream so it was hard as hell to remember. That said here it is.

I am at a friends house and we are staying over-night there. His name is David and my wife is with me. We are there for some time because I am waking up and falling asleep again in the dream. The dream journal entry above was part of the ongoing dream. The dream itself seems to last an entire weekend.

In the first day, we are all siting drinking at the kitchen and patio table. His wife is being really nice and I do notice she is staring at me often which does kind of bother me because I feel she is taking an interest. We are talking about work, software development, mobile device app designs. My wife and his wife are talking about other general mundane life details such as kids, work and such. There are more people present in the house as well. Part of the reason why we are there staying the weekend is because there is a 40th birthday party for David and out back there will be this massive family and friend party.

In the evening we all the guys are playing video games on an Xbox360 and drinking beers. Finally we have to retire for the evening and I go to bed with my wife. Our kids do not seem to be there that I notice in the dream.

The next day, it's early morning and I get up and write my dreams down. I go back to sleep, and wake up a second time. It's still early and everyone is sleeping however I notice his wife is up and she's in a t-shirt and panties. She sees me walking down to the kitchen and follows me. She starts coming on to me, "I've noticed you been looking at me."

I look at her and start to panic, she then comes on to me pushing me back into a corner, "I know you want me, I can see it in your eyes. You can have me, right here, right now...", she says as she rubs her hands up my chest and pushes herself into me.

"No, I don't want you. I'm married and I would never cheat on my wife.", I tell her.

"Don't lie to yourself, you want me.", she says then she kisses me. I bend back as far as I can to get away but the corner has a cupboard that doesn't let me get to far away. I tighten my mouth and she locks on.

At that point her husband has now walked down and seen this scenario and I have a look of shock in my eyes and tell her that her husband is there.
He is obviously not happy. She goes to him and tells him that I wanted to have sex with her or I'd rape her. I really don't know what to say and I rebuttal the claim, "I was just going to make coffee and she literally attacked me in the kitchen. I love my wife, there is no way I'd cheat on her. Your wife is lying. I'd never do that to you."

He doesn't know what to say either. She then tells him that I'm lying, "No he said he'd rape me if I didn't have sex with him!"

This infuriates me even more, I just wanted a cup of coffee, not this dramatic mess. Besides, his wife was actually kind of fat and ugly, where as my wife simply is top-notch beautiful. "You've seen my wife, why would I have to cheat on her with yours... think about it here. She is lying, she's the one who attacked me and pushed me in that corner."

He tells his wife to go up stairs. "I don't know who to believe, but I could tell by your face you were not interested in kissing her. She was definitely the one doing all the kissing."

"Look, I'm your friend and I am so sorry this happened. I don't know what to say other then I feel compromised here. You know I love my wife, and now I have to deal with her fear that somehow I might do something like this. This really sucks for both of us.", I tell him.

He tells me that we will sort it out later and wants me to stick around for the birthday party. Now I have to go and tell my wife, and she is not happy at all. All her fears come up but I lay it out cruelly about the other woman, "Look, if I wanted to have sex with fat ugly cow I'd work on a dairy farm. That bitch came on to me and despite me telling her no forced herself on me. Then he had the audacity to tell her husband that I threatened to rape her.", I explain.

My wife is furious and we talk about it until she is satisfied that I am telling the truth. "I mean, look at you and look at her. Do you really see me throwing this away for that?"

She smiles but now she wants to beat up the other person's wife. "Well, we better go home, I don't want to stay here anymore.", my wife says.

We both go down and the dream seems to have fast forwarded to the party because outside on the lawn there are large chairs and people everywhere celebrating. I go to tell him that we are leaving and his wife makes an announcement, "There's the guy who tried to rape me!"

I want to punch her in the face, but I keep my cool and tell her, "No you're the one telling vicious lies. I wouldn't touch you with someone else's dick let alone my own."

She takes offense and I meet David and tell him that I'm sorry about all of this, that I have to go. He understands and I wake up.

TTB: 10:30pm TA: 2:23am T2S: ~30m TTS: ~2h 23m ETID: ~6h (could be longer the dream spanned at least two days).

Dream 2: This was largely an Internet related dream, me posting on forums clearly on the above topic of shared dreaming. There is a lot of reading here but it's so hard to pull this textual information back into waking life because the way memory collapses on waking, it becomes blurry, ghost like and hard to extract. Memory really kills quality dream recall. That and I get woken up by the baby which always causes the memory collapse.

Suffice to say, I am talking with Elew and Cochitlehua in an ongoing talk about share dreaming. I know I was on the JREF forum, I can recognize the website graphics and the thread that I post my dreams into. As for meaty context however, just the usual skeptical nay-saying that one would expect, no magic there.

TTB: 4:40pm TA: 5:45am T2S: ~10m TTS: ~55m ETID: ~30m.

Dream 3: I am at my old work talking with my former bosses. They have all this work they want me to do. They don't have time to talk so they leave me there to start working on it and leave. I start looking through the project tasks and flipping through graphics and video. I want to do the work, but they haven't paid me for work in the past which is the reason why I had to leave.

Hours go by and I'm stuck there waiting for them to return. I spend my time surfing the Internet and checking out websites. Researching some objective-c blogs for tips on doing certain things for the iPhone.

"I can't wait to see what we got done", JK says. "You like all the graphics aren't they sick or what!"

"They look awesome, Mike did a great job.", I tell him.

"So what do you think, you want the job or not?", JSK asks.

"I'm interested, but there is still that matter of $1600.00 that you haven't made any effort to pay. That's why I haven't been coming in.", I say.

"Oh that. Well, we'll see what we can do.", JSK says.

I feel like I am being dragged along and my time is being wasted, "Sorry guys, you can't drag me along like this, I have a family and bills to pay and need to be compensated for the time I work. You can't do that, I can't work for you. I have to split."

I leave and drive to another building; the dream shifts a bit.

Dream 4: I am at an office there is a lady in an office. I have a folder with all my research into dreams and consciousness. All my md5checksum articles are cataloged and printed out. There are hundreds of pages. I have stacks of photographs linking future events to dreams in the md5checksums. There are even some sketches and other notes. There is a page on probability and chance prediction. I have articles on physics and virtual reality theory. There is a lot of information here and it sits on their desk.

The lady starts to flip through the entries and she's not sure what to make of it. She calls in another person who is a man and he asks what this is all about.

"He says he has precognitive dreams.", she tells him.

The man laughs, "What? What do you mean?"

I add in, "It's when you have a dream that matches a future event. It's like the next stages of Deja Vu, except you link the memory or source of the deja back to a dream you had. From that point onward it becomes quite compelling that dreams do tell the future."

He picks up the folder and starts flipping the pages and stops at the cover, "You are dreaming?" he asks, "What is that supposed to mean?"

"It's quite literal, it means you are dreaming.", I tell him.

He looks at me confused and asks me who some of the other names are, "Who's Dr. Art Funkhouser?"

"Art is an established researcher into this phenomena, he's highly respected and works in Switzerland.", I tell him.

"And Dr. Vernon Neppe?", he asks.

"He's extremely fascinating, a long standing researcher into Deja vu phenomena and neuroscience, also quite brilliant at IT technologies. Works in Seattle."

He scratches his head and turns the cover page over and back again. "I don't know these people, never heard of them before."

"Well, look them up if you want, they are real people.", I tell him.

"So you dream the future, you have compiled a list of evidence and on top of that you say that we are dreaming?", he asks.

"Well, that is my handle on the Internet. It does mean what it says in literal context.", I tell him.

"I've had deja vu, I get it often but until you mentioned the link to dreaming, I never thought about that. I do think I have had some deja vu that links to something I dreamed.", he tells me.

The lady in the office agrees, "I've experienced it too, it's like deja vu but I remember the memory from the dream."

He looks at me and becomes energized, "This is exciting work. You really have something here!"

They are both now very excited about the material. "Thanks, I just want more research done on it is all. That's why I am here."

I get woken up.
TTB: 6:20pm TA: 8:01am T2S: ~10m TTS: ~1h 31m ETID: ~7h (The time in the office just dragged on and on like a whole work day.)

Dream 5: This dream loops at least 3 times before it continues. I am at some Broadway style dance and in the background behind the stage.
There is music and people doing really nice choreographed dance. The choreographer ends the dance when the music stops and I say, "That was fantastic"

He says, "Thank-you very much."

The next time it repeats but the local is slightly different, same dance routine less Broadway. Same as above.

The third time we are in a bar, I am in front of the bar and have to move out of the way of the routine. The dance costumes have toned down to more undershirts and spandex. Same people, same music and same comments.

This time however the Choreographer turns and shakes my hand and invites me to come with him. It turns out he's gay and very interested in me in that way. I'm uncomfortable because he's now holding me hand walking me to a car and we get in. "You have really gorgeous eyes, you know. There is something about them, they really feel like you connect deep into me.", he says.

That comment alone makes me very uncomfortable, but I know this guy and we are friends so I am kind and polite, "Thanks, I'm not used to men commenting on my eyes."

"You aren't, oh are you not gay?", he asks. The car shifts and we are I suspect at his place. He is still in his dance outfit, if being hit on wasn't uncomfortable enough.

"No, I'm not. Sorry.", I tell him.

The car became a black leather couch, he has a bar in the living room and gets up and fixes a martini. He picks up the glass and pulls out the olive on a toothpick and licks it then sucks it off. "That's too bad, because you are really cute."

"It's ok. You are a nice person, I value your friendship.", I tell him.

He brings me a drink and sits again uncomfortably close to me and is still hitting on me. "Well, maybe I can be a bit more persuasive?"

He get's up and goes to another room. I stand up and look around. I hear him brushing his teeth in the bathroom and watch as he leaves to his bedroom. I walk into the bathroom and look at the sink. I look up and see my reflection in the mirror. The gaze of my eyes entrances me and I become fully lucid and realized.

I touch the counter-top of the sink, I anchor my awareness into the dream until I am 100% fully conscious. I turn to look and he is back this time dressed up in some tuxedo outfit and standing with his hand on the door frame in a pose. I look at him and draw a circle with my right hand.

I touch the center of the circle (which is translucent like thin fishing line) and the circle ripples out from the center and the dream fluctuates.

He looks at me in fear, "Who the hell are you!"

I point my hand at him and a strong beam of energy hits him and he locks in and can't move. I walk over and look point blank into his eyes. I look at all the facial details. He has short black hair, a strong chin and would be liked a lot by the Ladies. Kind of Bruce Campbell looking. In his 30's. I am silent, my thoughts are calm there is no chatter.

I release him and sit down placing my hands together forming a triangle with my fingers. I begin to meditate and relax the focus. The dream shifts and fluctuates, he is still frozen in fear watching me. I close me eyes and the dream goes blank. I am in a void.

I sit there thoughtless, still and calm. It's soothing, peaceful and tastes eternal and unending. I am in a state of inaction, and perfect zen. There is a rhythmic hum and the void envelops me.

There is a sudden and loud click which causes the void to expand into a new dream. I am now at my home and there is a girl that is from here who had her ears operated on. She has the bandages off and I make a comment, "It must be nice to have the bandages off."

She looks at me and smiles, "Yes, I'm glad they are gone."

"What did they do?", I ask her.

"Fixed my ears", she says.

"Well, they look really nice. They did a good job.", I tell her.

She is happy and walks away.

I am back in my house and my wife is there. The dream starts to shift and I wake up.

TTB: 8:20pm TA: 9:33am T2S: ~10m TTS: ~1h ETID: ~2h 30m

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T2S: Time-To-Sleep: Estimated time it took to fall asleep.
TTS: Total-Time-Slept: Estimated time of sleep.
ETID: Estimated-Time-In-Dream: Estimated sense of time as it passed in the dream.

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